Scrambled Holiday Routine to be Grateful about

In the middle of my long college holiday, I have nothing but to be grateful..
I went to an audition to go to Korea..Galaxy Superstar Indonesia, auditioned at Jakarta=)
-- that's when I embraced the happiness of finally accomplishing your target or plan *for whatever tiny stupid reason and reward for it**..smashing all the obstacles aside for your goal..(this audition has it's own story)
My nephew had been born on 20th January 2012, 3,3 kg..healthy and fresh.. *wait,wait.. fresh is for crops in the supermarket..=)) LOL
I went to Bali fully paid by my friend staying at Sanur Beach..
and my sister got engaged in Bali =) how sweet is that..?
and I met my old friend,
my family came all along from Canada with happy news of my cousin's engagement. *** yeees..and then i have to think about myself for some split seconds because everybody gets engaged.. =I
well, not to be sad..** =P

All I can say is I am grateful for what I have..though so, I still think about the urgency of speeding up efficiency and bringing up the most of every day..
Probably because of my 3 years of  freelancing which did not succeeded that well..

that's when I always remember the Bible says, in Jeremiah 29:11 " For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

So, I may not have known the ultimate purpose of my 3 spoiled years, but God will show me that through all my weakness He is still able to fulfill His plans in my life..Amen!

Atelier Versace Show at Paris Couture Fashion Week Spring/Summer 2012 | ...

it is soo stunning.. the swarovski glitters with every single movements of the barbie models..the simple ponytail emphasizes the gorgeous overall look.. the combination of metal construction and fabric is genious and pretty..! I believe this will be worn by A-lists celebs on red carpets..
Donatella Versace..salute to you..(clapping hand in front of my laptop)

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this...!!

debu dan Embun

Berbalut kemurnian Embun menetes di pagi hari
Debu tertidur dan berdiam di teralis jendela
"Jalan masih panjang istirahatlah sebentar"
begitu kata debu...

Cahaya mengusik
Membangunkan dengan kehangatan
Terpentallah debu ketika burung-burung menyambut fajar
tak menentu tak kenal arah..
"Karena jalan masih panjang.."
begitu pikirnya..

Embun mengering
Kesejukan perlahan sirna
Cahaya fajar hangat berangsur panas membara
hari makin siang...
Debu mulai merenung..

dia terdiam dan meresapi..

kemana Embun air sejuk yang di pagi hari
akankah masih ada waktu mencari jalan?
hari sudah siang dan aku tersesat

sebenarnya kemana aku menuju...
kupikir akan menemukan teman-teman debuku yang lain..
mungkin aku harusnya berada bersama mereka
mereka mungkin bisa menunjukkan jalan padaku..

tapi mereka begitu jauh
hampir tidak terlihat
kapan terakhir kali aku bertemu mereka..?

Embun berkata, "kamu tak akan apa..
Aku akan kembali, kamu akan tahu pada saatnya."

Maka debu tenang dan melayang bebas
menyusuri setiap jalur baru yang belum dia telusuri
dan keceriaannya kembali..

Banyak hal yang belum kuketahui
tapi itu tak akan membuatku takut lagi...

karena dari kata awan yang kulalui..
"ketika matahari pergi Embun akan berkumpul kembali.."

^_^
oleh Theresia W

asli.. ngerjain banget.. kurang ajar..

XD

LOL..

New Year's Resolution is Getting Over You..(?)

[READ TILL THE END TO SEE WHAT I REALLY MEAN]

I woke up at 1pm because I had to go to the bathroom..but first of, because I was restless after dreaming of somebody from Senior High..who I simply cannot forget.. And though I  have never met him again because we have our separated life since graduation..I can't get him out of my head.

Drama on: "Why..? Why is this happening to me...?" (don't imagine a really sad expression, I meant that I made a funny overacting very soap-opera like mimic =)

I've been thinking a lot to forget him, but memories of him, and how I feel for him keep arise after some period of time. I guess that's just what makes me human..to love somebody..and to feel the need of really getting to know one special person you think you can spend the rest of your life with. (but not necessarily, in my case..let's just be realistic..i'll be okay without him, I have Jesus Christ =)

Every small thing reminds me of him.. green motorcycles (because I saw he has one), beetleborgs shaped plaster mold (so I get to remember him when I see big beetles..what a pain..), and a popular name..the next most common named American male name after Bob and David.. see..when you like someone, everything got named after him..

The first thing was..Starting from the things that he said about his presentation during speaking class which theme was "My most favourite thing" and that was..his mechanic pencil..TARA!!

"... There is a secret here, when you open the pencil cap..there is an eraser in it.."

Yeah, well he said things like that..that was not really the exact sentence but I remember he presented the hidden eraser at his mechanic pencil like something that nobody of his classmates knew about and mysterious..oo...spooky...=)

That was soo cute.."Kawaii.."<3 <3 and actually ridiculous..but funny, I think I laughed a bit..because..heey..everybody knows that there are some mechanic pencils with erasers behind the cap..=D

That was the point where I fell for him, because before this..I said to myself already "He's good-looking, but I won't fall for him just because of his look, that is so wrong.."

Funny thing is..I think he has forgotten about this..because..for the same presentation..I can't even remember what "my most favourite thing" was..

well, since this happened in 2005..of course I've forgotten my presentation.. (but why do I remember yours??)

So.. is there a chance for me to get over him this year..? though this is not really my new year's resolution..it would be good not to surround my mind with him and focus and appreciate what I have now..and do what I am supposed to do..live life and share love..to others who need..

Proverb 19:17 "He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the LORD; and that which he hath given will he pay him again."

Now that's a new year resolution..=)

Challenging 2012 but not necessarily Doomsyear..

Ada banyak yang mau gw ketik tapi rangkaian kata-katanya seperti biasanya terhapus kalau udah di depan komputer, entah kenapa...mungkin gw terlalu banyak angin yang menyumpel otak gw dan segudang keinginan yang ada di to-do list otak gw..(kalau kelamaan duduk di depan laptop, gw akan merasa pegal2 dan masuk angin.. masalah pencernaan-red.)

Without a question, kita ud masuk tahun 2012, yang notabenenya akan menjadi tahun kiamat menurut ramalan suku Maya, karena kalender mereka berhenti di tahun ini, tepatnya 21 Desember 2012.
Gw belum pernah menonton film 2012 (yang ditarik dari peredaran kalau gk salah? krn bersifat meresahkan..) ini tapi ud nonton ulasan dari National Geographic baru-baru ini.

Dari yang bisa gw tangkap dari ulasan National Geographic, karena toh my English isn't that fabulous..=P mereka mendapati pada tanggal ini akan terjadi sebuah fenomena terjadinya garis lurus antara Milky Way dengan garis cakrawala pada malam hari. Dan pemandangan ini telah menjadi trauma bagi mereka, karena beranggapan dunia akan berakhir pada saat demikian. Kalau gw coba untuk memahami mereka (karena gw gk sependapat).. garis Milky Way (barisan bintang2 yang membentuk jalur sedikit berlekuk2 seperti garis susu tercecer..--setidaknya itu yang bisa gw jelaskan--tp kenapa kedengaran konyol yah..? =)) yang menyatu garis dengan garis cakrawala memberi efek visual yang seolah2 bintang-bintang itu jatuh menimpa bumi, mungkin karena demikian besarnya milky way itu..itu jadi tampak menakutkan. Entahlah..saya sangat tidak setuju..
Yang jelas dampak kerusakan bumi manusia sendiri yang bikin, so:

• Let's reduce our plastic bag consumption, styrofoam..which will need hundreds year to decompose..
• Do not throw away rubbish into a sewage canal.
• Use public transportation, to minimize carbon dioxide emission..
• Support replantation..
• kurangin pake AC, sayangnya banyak banget kantor, hotel, dan tempat umum lainnya yang masang AC terlalu dingin..(please..kita ini bukan makanan yang harus diawetkan di kulkas..) =) senangnya kalau ini bisa didengar..
• and please don't smoke..(well this is for you..and the most for people around you)

with lot's of love..
Theresia

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