I love her voice..I love the song..I love the meaning..check for QC for songs I love. Because, there are so many singer with great voice, but tend to sing songs about adultery, not something to be proud about,or something I can not relate to when I got to see their video clips..like, what are you doing Gaga, what is your video about..? Rihana..what did you do with your Californian Spring Bed..? Oooh, just a joke..I love their voice but the other parts..mm, let me think about it..

Answers and New Questions

Part 1

"You can spend your whole life building, something from nothing

one storm can come and blow it all away..

Build it anyway.."

I want to simply talk everything out.. these past three years were like a stumble on the same rock, or like my mind bumping on walls. I have been freelancing, or so I thought, in fashion design. But later on I realized, that what I was doing, was merely a self-employment work. I designed, made patterns, cut, sew, done the fitting, correction..almost all by myself. But my mother and sister..two angelic hearts, helped me when I needed another pair of hands..lucky me.

Funny things, though my family told me to move on, go to college and do my job in another way.. I simply could not digest information answer anymore, because my mind got blocked out of stress that I did not know any other way of doing things than how I have already done.

i.e... I was not going out to meet new friends (where I've been told: new acquaintances emerge new chances), I was not planted in a community (where I then realized that I am too a social person). Ok, not too make me look like an oyster (always in it's shell) too much..I did go out and meet new people in church, but not as often as I needed.

Daily life.. those three years were like an imprisonment, I was locked up in stagnancy. To be honest..I adore those designers who manage to deliver awesome collections and yet be able to reach the market through business strategies. Yes, business strategies..like, that's what missing in my shelf...

As i move forward,I want to do more than just going to college like I do now.. I'm a college student at BSI Jakarta..^_^ studying Public Relations..as my prior defect in building relations..

Things I came to be aware was I want to contribute in the society. I realized I want to learn what other people like and don't like, how they are in personality and how I can help them in someway. I'm not gonna wait until I hit my 80th anniversary, because I am gonna leave positive heritage for people to talk about at my funeral..oh, well..a little bit extravagant, but everybody is going to die, not for anyone to forget..... (I think this blog entry is not going to boost up my web popularity..) ^__^"

But, just like my blog's name: Uniquely Genuine, I want to express myself as I am, not anybody else, who is enormously successful, but someone who is a human on the way finding the path to the red line of God's plan for their life..

{Further on at the 2nd part.}