Simply sharing

the OST Tangled - Disney "I want something that I want"

matches perfectly to this posting XD

Setelah berusaha keluar dari box yang bernama rutinitas selama 3 tahun, fashion freelancing- turned out to be self employing: sewing, pattern making, fitting up..in my private room, with no one to talk to (except my friends via texts/ sometimes phone)
whether I mention those phrases or not- I will always remember- sad, true, snail speed- eye opening moment.... dimana...gw skarang menemui jalan buntu baru...T-A-R-A!!


Skarang gw mau, nguebet, masuk entertainment bahkan ke mancanegara, terutama Korea terinspirasi Go Hyun Jung dalam drama Great Queen Seondeok sebagai Mishil..and this posting to encourage me to do so.. do casting, submit photos not because I'm narcistic, but because I love to act..and by that just to be able to open doors to that .. and while regular people who do not know me would say I behave like a wacko..people in entertainment business would appreciate my uniqueness..or so I think up till now.

Well, as I once was told: manusia gak pernah ada puasnya..dan mungkin, seperti juga bbrp kali ketika gw berusaha lebih dalam mengenali diri sendiri..gw melihat bahwa gw orang yang pembosan dan tipe perlu motivator khusus.. could this be only a temporary craze?
Tapi dengan begitu banyak halangan yang gw dulu hadapi, so many thoughts of.."I can not do that, I have to stick to my talent and my job..I'll just do what I am supposed to do"..


That is just that I want to get rid of..! the feeling of I have to do it like people perceive me..to do the things I should be doing..! i'm so sick of that!
So, I want to say.." I can and I will do, not because it's easy to do, but because I have the urge to do it "